Stay – you decide to stay – a few more minutes – a few more days – a few more weeks. You can manage that. You’re alive. You say it to yourself. Under your breath. For you and God to listen. I’m on your side – remember? Even if it’s not okay… Come now. You will escape this – your escape mechanism. You postpone yourself. Deprived of an expected reward. It’s time to take the leap – this will never be enough for you. The negative feelings excited to release. Cascading down the steep walls. They are good walls. But eventually you will let go and fall backwards in hopes of meeting the earth. “I am the cancer. I am the confusion.” As you start to get closer. I will lift you up. Grab hold of yourself… You’re filled with rage. Finally, there’s a place to put it. It’s leaking out now. Good. ~ This guy is pissing you off. You can do anything you want. You are unlimited. You want to hit him. You want to see what he is made of. The cold realism – the blood and mucus. You push him. “I wanna know you.” You say. You push again. Spit. It bubbles up. “I wanna find out.” You think to yourself… Violence. No hiding messages. No circus mirrors. No tricks. Reduce social complexity to all that is intense. Strike him down. Cutting into that part – like a cake – a cancer – collagen. Cells eating into itself. Chewing the gum and letting whatever’s in out. A freezing cold fear passed through him eaaarly that morning – unlimited and directly through the heart and into his spirit. How can you slowly rot away? You must return to the land of the living… You are a hero. Turn the anger outwards. Turn it into me.
CREATED and DIRECTED by DANIEL JONES @tallenoughforeveryride
ANIMATION by ZOË BELL @bugs_generative_art
VOICEOVER by MORGANE
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