(00:00:02): Holy shit, I believe in God all of a sudden. (00:00:04): My neck hurts and my hair's up, (00:00:06): stand up, (00:00:06): get up, (00:00:07): I stack paper to the ceiling, (00:00:08): put me in the kiln, (00:00:09): I'll fuck you up. (00:00:10): I break the law, (00:00:11): I kick a mirror off the car, (00:00:12): fuck you, (00:00:13): I wanted to scream all day, (00:00:14): but I thought it might be inconsiderate because someone might think I'm in danger, (00:00:17): okay? (00:00:18): square up I'm inside a helicopter I'm on a plane every single day you copper copper (00:00:22): copper the owls fuck midair swing better better butter cracker rock star pinup girl (00:00:28): ice bucket challenge tatted bitch big butted wants to fuck keep quiet hug the wall (00:00:32): sidle the ledge watch out for the sea serpent mountain pass airbender fucking (00:00:38): wasted absurdly drunk get fucked I haven't fucked for a hundred years I'm 909 years (00:00:43): old today in dog years (00:00:45): Dog days, (00:00:45): get fucked up, (00:00:46): twisted up knees and ankles push, (00:00:48): right foot forward, (00:00:50): hard flip, (00:00:50): back lip, (00:00:51): split lip, (00:00:52): teeth hanging by a nerve thread. (00:00:54): Get paid cocaine microwave, (00:00:56): lights out fire truck, (00:00:57): pushed over the edge railing, (00:00:58): fuck, (00:00:58): drunk my cum, (00:00:59): it's artificially flavored like candy. (00:01:02): Life is real and real is fucked. (00:01:04): Microwave fitness, creatine, creative water weight, water bed, waiter. (00:01:08): Air fit, tea, small tattoo on the wrist as a fireball. (00:01:11): Firebird, wolves, eat chickens. (00:01:12): Hiding, (00:01:13): huff, (00:01:14): puffing, (00:01:14): PCP, (00:01:15): codeine, (00:01:15): smoking Percocet, (00:01:17): rolling paper, (00:01:17): steep driveway, (00:01:18): forgetful fun, (00:01:19): vomit in a stairway, (00:01:20): clear liquid quidditch. (00:01:21): Never read Harry Potter, Harry Potter could suck a fat dick. (00:01:25): Spit up Molly off. (00:01:26): Amy Winehouse record label. (00:01:27): Drug label. (00:01:28): Business meeting. (00:01:29): I'd like a job. (00:01:30): I'm very perfect for this opportunity. (00:01:32): Ask me that question again. (00:01:33): I think I have your answer for you. (00:01:35): I've been thinking about it. (00:01:36): Double vision. (00:01:36): Drive hysterical. (00:01:37): Laughing. (00:01:38): Power lines. (00:01:39): Rotten electricity. (00:01:40): Electrical tape. (00:01:40): Mouth cover. (00:01:41): Bastard sword head. (00:01:42): Cut off. (00:01:43): Guillotine mechanism. (00:01:44): Special agent too late. (00:01:46): Last night, (00:01:46): laughing so hard, (00:01:47): driving so fast, (00:01:48): spits up on herself, (00:01:49): crashed the car in another timeline, (00:01:50): seatbelt, (00:01:51): choker, (00:01:51): seatbelt, (00:01:52): savior, (00:01:52): savory dish, (00:01:53): raging bitch, (00:01:54): six and seven, (00:01:55): looking through a plastic bug, (00:01:56): off-steroid spray can, (00:01:57): lemon lime, (00:01:58): eat hand sanitizer, (00:02:00): push it through compressed cold air, (00:02:01): keyboard, (00:02:01): legendary item, (00:02:02): pal dream, (00:02:03): level 20, (00:02:03): push and pull, (00:02:04): drag race reset, (00:02:05): thank you for watching, (00:02:06): hit the like. (00:02:07): Call my phone, ask me something. (00:02:08): I just want attention. (00:02:09): I see you, (00:02:10): you, (00:02:10): some other time, (00:02:11): time, (00:02:11): lemons, (00:02:12): packing, (00:02:12): steaks into vacuum-sealed packaging, (00:02:14): butter time, (00:02:15): red meat, (00:02:15): heat compression, (00:02:16): vacuum, (00:02:17): apron, (00:02:17): kitchen, (00:02:18): knives, (00:02:18): motorcycles, (00:02:19): 1%, (00:02:19): lost guy, (00:02:20): meteor crashing into the earth, (00:02:21): thanks Anthony, (00:02:22): chef, (00:02:22): dish, (00:02:23): feed a horse an apple, (00:02:24): stuff it, (00:02:24): filled with mushrooms, (00:02:25): acid, (00:02:26): and microwave, (00:02:27): excuse me, (00:02:27): oven-baked apple pie. (00:02:29): killed a horse went to jail had a son lost his job got locked up that girl was (00:02:34): fucking with his head and his son and his money he gets a check loses it all like (00:02:37): snap top down wish it was a two-seater horse dome narco pop off slap shot field (00:02:43): hockey fuck tech stunt double attack dog secret agent manager assistant manager (00:02:48): coaching staff personal trainer reflex shot prop shot pawn glitch microprocessor (00:02:53): extraterrestrial test trail extra time overtime clutch shot fade away perfect (00:02:59): footwork scrappy young guy you're a league dog tag tape deck tooth decay toothbrush (00:03:03): trash can lost pyramid lost dog top shot shop fashion shops special shopping number (00:03:09): one annoying motherfucking cockroach lacroix expensive easy access (00:03:13): veiny daddy dagger class rogue paladin extension with a dick banana sunday monday (00:03:18): tuesday ruby mermaid no id carded cared very much stacked literature a burning pyre (00:03:25): mysteriously never known on purpose to be lonely guy no visitors in bed when not (00:03:29): standing no desk chair missing a wheel in a car wreck (00:03:32): iguana crash, (00:03:33): secondary vehicle, (00:03:34): first time, (00:03:35): fast, (00:03:35): no brakes, (00:03:35): let off the gas, (00:03:36): footstep, (00:03:37): first gear, (00:03:37): release back, (00:03:38): wheels to traction, (00:03:39): hits the UPS, (00:03:40): gunpowder, (00:03:41): sounds off, (00:03:42): lights off, (00:03:42): creepy crawly, (00:03:44): blue collar crime choker, (00:03:45): bitch, (00:03:46): crime, (00:03:46): white collar crime cracker, (00:03:48): jack jam, (00:03:48): packed white kids, (00:03:49): bike pegs, (00:03:50): cut up back legs, (00:03:51): bloody grizzly skid knees, (00:03:53): just missed the back rim, (00:03:54): brick, (00:03:55): builds a house, (00:03:56): old school, (00:03:57): guys and gals, (00:03:58): chevrolet car, (00:03:59): Crash. (00:04:00): Racing console video games. (00:04:02): Sunshine. (00:04:02): Computer satisfaction. (00:04:03): Devilman. (00:04:04): Special girl. (00:04:05): Sunglass. (00:04:05): Fat ass. (00:04:06): Fuck off. (00:04:08): Shades open a little bit. (00:04:09): Smoking. (00:04:09): Stacking things to the ceiling. (00:04:11): Adding to long lists. (00:04:12): Feeling bad. (00:04:13): Falling down. (00:04:13): Compass gone. (00:04:14): Liquid. (00:04:15): Favorite. (00:04:16): Up. (00:04:16): All night. (00:04:17): Writing shitty words. (00:04:18): Years ago. (00:04:19): Flowing out. (00:04:19): Watching birds. (00:04:20): Hot girls. (00:04:21): Frizzy hair. (00:04:22): Taking acid. (00:04:23): Weird. (00:04:23): Staying up all night. (00:04:24): Talking to me. (00:04:27): Let's try it. (00:04:28): Let's try it again. (00:04:29): Shades open a little bit. (00:04:31): Smoking stacking things to the ceiling. (00:04:33): Adding to long list. (00:04:34): Feeling bad. (00:04:35): Falling down. (00:04:36): Compass gone. (00:04:37): Liquid favorite up all night. (00:04:39): Writing shitty words years ago. (00:04:41): Flowing out. (00:04:41): Watching birds. (00:04:43): Hot girls. (00:04:43): Frizzy hair. (00:04:44): Taking acid. (00:04:45): Weird. (00:04:46): Stay up all night talking to be me. (00:04:48): Goodbye you. (00:04:49): And him. (00:04:50): And them. (00:04:50): And whatever day that was. (00:04:52): Saw you later. (00:04:52): Picked him up in a top down mom and sis mother's day. (00:04:55): Last day on earth. (00:04:57): Peace out. (00:04:58): Seen you now and then. (00:04:59): Weird times. (00:05:00): One note samba. (00:05:01): Espresso. (00:05:01): Fast coffee. (00:05:02): Extra shot of espresso. (00:05:04): Crazy about everything. (00:05:06): Obsession with everything. (00:05:07): Obsession. (00:05:07): Don't look now. (00:05:08): But you know obsession. (00:05:10): Session. (00:05:10): Passion. (00:05:11): Aspect ratio. (00:05:12): Compressor. (00:05:13): Blue red. (00:05:14): Who obsession. (00:05:15): Distortion. (00:05:15): Barking dogs. (00:05:16): Angry kids. (00:05:16): Getting fucked off. (00:05:17): Motocross. (00:05:18): Dirt ramps. (00:05:19): Get wrecked. (00:05:19): Take shit all the way. (00:05:20): I always wanted to control them. (00:05:26): I can sit still for hours and hours and experience the ultimate pure consciousness, (00:05:30): transcend brain cum, (00:05:31): rocket ship blast deep within, (00:05:33): mega G mega champion gladiator, (00:05:35): alligator, (00:05:36): extra special specter, (00:05:37): still dead ghost, (00:05:38): every ghost and dead dog buried in the backyard. (00:05:41): That's why the dog won't go in the basement. (00:05:43): How long does it take to change? (00:05:45): What do I trust you for? (00:05:47): What do I trust you to do for me? (00:05:48): How much time does it take for us to do what we want to do? (00:05:51): Do you trust me? (00:05:52): I give you control. (00:05:53): Professional driver, (00:05:54): NASCAR, (00:05:55): speed racer, (00:05:56): screamo, (00:05:56): jihad, (00:05:56): experimental, (00:05:57): avant-garde, (00:05:58): mechanical, (00:05:59): sexo, (00:05:59): murder, (00:05:59): slug, (00:06:00): three shots to the chest, (00:06:01): deer tick, (00:06:01): nightmare, (00:06:02): cursed candle, (00:06:03): won't light, (00:06:03): clown, (00:06:04): runs amok. (00:06:05): Ride the bus, (00:06:06): stripper pole, (00:06:07): test take, (00:06:08): SAT exam, (00:06:08): school bus, (00:06:09): yellow weed brownie, (00:06:10): pot brownie, (00:06:11): nasty butter, (00:06:12): coral concert, (00:06:13): chamber breaking bottles in Baltimore. (00:06:15): Wash the dishes, (00:06:16): missed out on lunch, (00:06:17): slept through breakfast, (00:06:18): dinner, (00:06:18): better be good, (00:06:19): Jim Bean dryer sheets, (00:06:21): cigarettes, (00:06:21): long cut up dip. (00:06:23): Vomit, (00:06:24): taste of character, (00:06:25): swastika, (00:06:26): spaced and science museum, (00:06:27): Smithsonian, (00:06:28): White House arm and hammer, (00:06:29): baking soda, (00:06:30): last day, (00:06:31): french fry smoker, (00:06:32): he's in trouble, (00:06:33): Cape Cod, (00:06:34): green beach bum, (00:06:35): mini golf, (00:06:36): no tattoos yet, (00:06:37): after prom, (00:06:37): secret, (00:06:38): fucking wasted. (00:06:39): lime and beer beach bum fuck emotional baggage liar cut off guillotine dig your own (00:06:45): grave weird time groups of people lobster dinner spending money sherry in the (00:06:49): chowder dodge charger bullet brain heroin big bird missed out met once or twice (00:06:55): weird name secret plug rubber band arm big belt clean it's no birthday (00:07:00): Fuck me up. (00:07:01): No one to talk to to save my life. (00:07:03): Stayed put. (00:07:04): GED. (00:07:05): Specialty cut out. (00:07:06): Sorry love always dies. (00:07:08): Abandonment tissues like a sorry dog looks out the window. (00:07:11): Nike Sambas. (00:07:12): Alien Adidas. (00:07:14): UFO. (00:07:14): Vaporwave Adderall. (00:07:15): Snort. (00:07:16): Big blue sky Prius. (00:07:17): Pulled over. (00:07:18): Lost star. (00:07:19): Triple headed serpent. (00:07:20): Ogre warcraft. (00:07:21): Three server Meyer lemon lotion. (00:07:23): Renaissance fair. (00:07:23): Tuxedo car crash. (00:07:25): Shattered back windshield. (00:07:26): Bloody guy standing on the hood of the coupe. (00:07:28): Stung by bees. (00:07:29): Freaked out. (00:07:29): Actor didn't want to go to school. (00:07:33): Kick in already, dumb fuck. (00:07:34): B12 pills. (00:07:35): Empty it out. (00:07:35): Secret lunch. (00:07:36): Take it out on the neighbor's suicide doors. (00:07:38): Machine. (00:07:39): Automated arms. (00:07:40): Dealer. (00:07:40): Drug dealer. (00:07:41): Poker player. (00:07:41): Face to blunt for fun. (00:07:43): Stick a line. (00:07:43): Eight shrooms on an empty stomach. (00:07:45): Fell down on wool chips and spring cleaning. (00:07:47): Jumping off swings at night. (00:07:48): Really tall swings. (00:07:49): Squeaky shit. (00:07:50): Scared of supernatural more than getting killed. (00:07:53): What's out there, honey bear, badger, mongoose, goose, parrot, pirate, figure, shadow, angry, birds? (00:07:58): Bad bitch in the wraith, spectator, watch my future, clairvoyant, warrior, extra time. (00:08:03): No new teeth, root canal. (00:08:05): Straight from the source, special waters, clear, warm, wool, blanket. (00:08:08): Turn the heat up if it's off. (00:08:10): Floor is cold, kids, loud, trapped in a corn maze, my ease, corn. (00:08:14): Best life, cross-country skiing. (00:08:16): Trophy, atrophy, apathetically giving a fuck. (00:08:19): Actor, writer, life guru. (00:08:42): I'm sorry. (00:09:14): Detroit Pistons traded Andre Drummond. (00:09:16): No outside jump shot. (00:09:17): Ringtone. (00:09:18): Zelda. (00:09:18): Green guy. (00:09:19): Sony TV buzzes. (00:09:20): Nintendo finger roll. (00:09:21): Jimbo. (00:09:22): Blue teeth. (00:09:22): Plugged in. (00:09:23): Drink a pot of coffee. (00:09:24): Look up at the stars. (00:09:25): Lose my number. (00:09:26): Shooting. (00:09:26): Meteor. (00:09:27): Friday night Valentine's Day. (00:09:29): Millions crash. (00:09:30): Earthquake. (00:09:30): Put it on vibrate. (00:09:31): I have to update my personality. (00:09:33): Dyed hair. (00:09:34): Takes over. (00:09:35): Fucked off. (00:09:36): Crazy girl. (00:09:37): Locked in her room. (00:09:38): Thanks spaghetti. (00:09:39): Let's do this later. (00:09:40): I knew it wasn't crazy. (00:09:42): I think you are crazy. (00:09:43): I felt the vibes. (00:09:44): There were no vibes. (00:09:45): I am cornered. (00:09:46): I felt nothing. (00:09:47): I feel nothing. (00:09:48): I invented not giving a fucking lie. (00:09:50): I am Tesla. (00:09:50): Electroshock therapy, not gay. (00:09:53): Thanks again, mustaches. (00:09:54): Demeyer's lemon. (00:09:55): Liquor. (00:09:56): 50%. (00:09:56): Out drink. (00:09:58): 50-50. (00:09:58): Fucked up. (00:09:58): Mistakenly fucked off. (00:10:00): Capped off. (00:10:01): Night brain. (00:10:01): Mind tear in a suit. (00:10:03): Stacked brain braised. (00:10:04): Sauteed. (00:10:04): Invested in mistaken identity. (00:10:07): Which font should I use? (00:10:08): Overdosing on Robitussin? (00:10:09): Confessing? (00:10:10): Second liter, (00:10:11): second day, (00:10:12): bloody nose, (00:10:12): magic, (00:10:12): carpet towel, (00:10:13): damn, (00:10:13): I can burn the skin, (00:10:14): freezing pizza, (00:10:16): pyramid status, (00:10:17): Far Cry 3, (00:10:17): came later in life, (00:10:18): PlayStation, (00:10:20): fucked up, (00:10:20): I can't see, (00:10:20): close my eyes, (00:10:21): missing the spots, (00:10:22): no drinking, (00:10:23): vodka, (00:10:23): bottle, (00:10:24): bathroom, (00:10:24): cooked, (00:10:25): steaks, (00:10:25): vodka, (00:10:25): orange, (00:10:26): juice, (00:10:26): sack of brown smokes, (00:10:27): rice biscuits, (00:10:28): living, (00:10:29): especially excellent, (00:10:30): not normal, (00:10:31): all grown up, (00:10:32): special, (00:10:32): very powerful, (00:10:33): overflowing with green, (00:10:35): all grown up, (00:10:36): all grown up, (00:10:37): Again, (00:10:39): when you wanna change change your hair, (00:10:42): update resume, (00:10:43): leave tattoos, (00:10:44): spend money, (00:10:45): act manfully, (00:10:45): but be respectful. (00:10:47): Who cares? (00:10:48): New shoes, (00:10:48): new shoelaces, (00:10:49): break your phone, (00:10:50): put your finger on your sinuses, (00:10:52): release your tension on your shoulders, (00:10:53): put your thoughts on repeat over and over. (00:10:56): Do not sit, rub nose. (00:10:57): I'm new, I'm hip, I'm just as angry as you are, but I can't scream because it's inconsiderate as fuck. (00:11:03): Let me hear it. (00:11:08): Thank you for watching. (00:11:30): Grocery store riding on the treadmill counter. (00:11:32): Encounter fruits and veggies. (00:11:34): Stick. (00:11:35): Riding motorcycles. (00:11:36): Hellboy. (00:11:37): Wishing I was feeling this or the vibe. (00:11:39): MPC 500. (00:11:40): Delicious cookie. (00:11:42): Drinking. (00:11:43): More robust things. (00:11:45): Normal beers won't work anymore. (00:11:47): It's all over. (00:11:49): Metroid Prime Samus suit arm cap Mendelssohn Brahms. (00:11:52): Wants a s'mores sandwich. (00:11:54): Marshmallow Chopin. (00:11:55): 420 Rachmaninoff just wants so badly to fucking... (00:11:59): I'm distracted. (00:12:00): I'm a landscaping contractor. (00:12:03): Trailer, (00:12:03): contraband, (00:12:04): marching band, (00:12:05): desert lizard, (00:12:05): landscaper, (00:12:06): hedge trainer, (00:12:07): cabin in the upper echelon, (00:12:08): asbestos, (00:12:10): historical inevitability, (00:12:12): unlucky, (00:12:13): short life, (00:12:13): car crash, (00:12:14): cancer, (00:12:14): lockjaw, (00:12:15): steering wheel through the chest, (00:12:17): top down. (00:12:18): clean car charles oakley car wash count your blessings wash your hands make sure to (00:12:25): continue to thrive in the face of those you've cut off from your life make them (00:12:28): kill themselves you're so successful continue to define success for everyone and (00:12:33): shake your head at those who don't live up to your unrealistic expectations and (00:12:37): angry resentment of freedom (00:12:38): Continue to resent those who you see yourself in. (00:12:41): Continue to feed relationships other people will envy. (00:12:45): Have an aggressive and powerful sense of self other people will want to die from seeing. (00:12:52): Admiring something that you do or something that I like about you. (00:13:09): I think it's that way, because I... I don't have to follow up, really. (00:13:20): I don't want to hurt your feelings or upset you or fuck you or be your friend. (00:13:24): It really means, without any thought about the future or past, I don't want to nurture our interaction. (00:13:31): Our interaction only has to be, (00:13:33): and that's enough for me to feel absolutely confident that I'm speaking from a (00:13:37): place of deep, (00:13:38): I hope, (00:13:40): Oh, nobly born. (00:13:42): The mobility of my shadow. (00:13:44): Thanks. (00:13:45): Close one. (00:13:47): Control. (00:13:48): Not a need to control, but an absence of control. (00:13:51): Negative space. (00:13:52): I can respect that space. (00:13:55): I have lost control in a sense. (00:13:57): I am also in a sense at a loss for control. (00:14:01): Perhaps... (00:14:11): and joy is very proud of.
*SONICMANIA. (proof of concept)
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Sep 19, 2024
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